Thought the First hit was the Last

It Silenced the roaring lion. It Silenced the wish of dying. It Silenced every voice. It Silenced every choice. Overall it Silenced life. Deep down it should have Silenced the boy. Because of the boy it Silenced me.

This poem I made has been on my mind all week. Tryin not to quit. I have gotten accepted to the college of my dreams. I don't know how to be excited though because of the pre fund I don't have. Stress has almost conquered me this week. I know it will never happen from him again. But you gonna get yours bro! Night!

Everything Didn't Go As Planned

I planned to stay home as much as I could, but I have only visited once.
I can't take her not being there.
It just doesn't seem right for me to be there when she is not.
And now the person I never wanted to hurt is being injured because of my attitude.
I just am going through alot right now and I am busy at random moments of the say.
Basically I'm sorry.
Sorry for not following through on my plan to stay with you as much as I could.
But I'm not trying to hurt you intentionally.
Please forgive me!